However, it was mystery for me why I married.

The story dates back approximately 4 years ago.
When I met him for the first time, I had a mysterious experience.
I had heard that he came in my part-time job.
But I have not been interested very much.
Because, he is younger than me, I also have heard.
When he entered the workshop and passed my front,
I heard a "slap" sound in my head, it was like a clapped hands.
And all my view became only red or black colors.
Only he had had colors in it.

I was surprised.
Because, it was same as I got the lucky lottery, when I was young.
However, I did not think deeply about that.
Surely I had not thought that I would be married with him four years later.
If there is fate in the world, this may be so.

Do you believe it?

Two things I hope I will have completed in the next 5 years.


1st thing:
I will have lost weight 15 kilograms!!
How
I will lose weight 3 kilograms in one year, if I continue it
for five years, I will have gained it.

Only 3 kilograms.

It sounds easy.

Therefore I will have been exercise & control my calories.

Actually I had begun it　already.

I have lost weight more than 4 kilograms last year.
But I had gained weight more than 2 kilograms.

Maintenance is difficult than lose weight.

2nd thing.
I will have thought English.

Because,
I had taught social & Japanese in the after class before I came Singapore.
It was a private supplementary school for bad results children, not a cram school.
(It was my 2nd part time job)

I couldn't teach English in there.
I hope I will have taught English for them, after I have went back Japan.

How
I will have studied English more.
No doubt.

I talked with a friend about discrimination today.

Japan is a small island, but there is discrimination.
We are the same race, but we have discrimination.

The biggest discrimination in the history that it was continue up to now.
It is a thing from the Edo era.
In the days of Edo, people were classified
as samurais, peasants, workmen and merchants.

The farmers were said to be great next to a samurai but,
actually, the income was low, and therefore the thing which
thought to raise a revolution did not die out.

Therefore the Edo Shogunate made new social position, it was more low than the farmers.
It were said the "えた(Eta)" and "非人(Hinin)".
It mean that "Hinin" is not a person by Chinese character.

The Shogunate had given work to them slaughter, a tanner , execution and disposal of dead bodies.
They were forced to live of along the river, and most of them have been
discriminated against in various ways from other people.

There was the social position that was made for discriminate in Japan.

Their township is still distinguished, and the descendant living in there are still discriminated against now.
Because the change of the person is intense, it is forgotten in the city,
but, in the country side, it still becomes the object of the discrimination.

Why did we make this talk?

The reason is because my friend met with a Japanese discriminating against
the same Japanese in Singapore.
We told that it was stupid.
We spoke about we don't want to hurt people by discrimination.

When someone injured a person, the person is hurt by ourselves.

I know that words can easily hurt a person.

The person who caused the pain knows it.

Therefore the person understand the pain of the person.

We must not forget the pain.

We talked so.

(Could you understand ? This is difficult to say.)

A shop of a delicious muffin

A friend told me that there is a delicious muffin shop of in Tanjong Pagar.

I love muffin and I often make muffin.

Are there delicious　muffin in Singapore?
I was half in doubt, but I decided to go.

because….
All the bakeries in Singapore are not delicious.
Japanese bread were my favorite and I was very dissatisfied.

Anyway,

I got on bus No80 from Funan Centre and went to Tanjong Pagar.
what excitement! Tanjong pagar was very close to Outram Park & China Town.

I never knew.
In my head, a town was connected to another town in Singapore.

I went to Tanjong Pagar for the first time, but it was a very interesting place.



There was the muffin shop in Tanjong Pagar plaza.
I saw long queue front of the shop.
I also was queue.
Then I bought 6muffin. (after 15minits)
Cheese, orange, W-choco, choco chip, cranberry, banana.


I ate W-choco, cranberry, banana already.

The taste was not bad.
Because it is almost as delicious as the things which I make.
(hehehe just kidding)

But buying is cheaper than I bake it.
One muffin is S$1.10-S$1.3

Then I came back GWC by bus No75 from CANTONMENT LK.

The bus is interesting, just as I think.

And I felt relieved about the muffins in Singapore.

I say slightly exaggeratedly.

My reckless time in my life is…

When I was 25 years old.
I didn't’t forget city life, and I wanted to be a cartoonist.
Thus I went to Tokyo from Hiroshima.
I did not know that I would be subjected to cruel treatment in there.
By my uncle's family.

I had some dreams.
I thought that there was a lot of hope for me.

But…The reality was severe to me.

My last job before went to Tokyo, was not so bad.
My father was complacent to my last company in Hiroshima.
Yes I thought so … later.

My conservative time in my life is…

The story continues.
Of course I wanted to leave such bad workplace, but I couldn't.

If I left the job, I would lose a place to live, money, and the trust from my parents.
Nobody knew that they were cold-blooded human beings.
Thus I had to continue working there.

There was not enough salary so as to be able to borrow a house.
Thus I worked part-time.

I worked on the weekend after work until 5:00 a.m. and went to work from 9:00 a.m.

But, all the other employees resigned.
I lost a chance to quit.

At last I continued working for over 10 years.

I think now,
I was brainwashed then.
Because I dislike Japanese men that tall and speak loud voice now.
I was afraid of an uncle and was not able to defy him.

Of course I am not afraid of him now.